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Run With It
02:41
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I said I loved you, you sat silent
No one but myself to blame
And I’ll sit patiently waiting to decompose
While you drill all of my mistakes into your skull
So sick of thinking without purpose
There’s no question, things never will seem worth it
But at least if I know that you’ll wake up tomorrow
Then I can fall asleep
And leave hostility behind with all the bullshit in my teeth
Regretful, I’m a walking disappointment
I’ve lost courage, I’d do anything to forfeit
But as long as you know that I’d die saying sorry
Then I’ll let my heart beat
And you can show me all the things I’m still too ignorant to see
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Nothing
02:27
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Do I hate or fear existence?
Its been getting in the way
Of all the conversations that I know wont take place
Since your absence stitched my mouth shut I can barely speak
And am I running out of options or confusing myself?
Maybe I should disappear like your wish in the well
There are things you need I just cant be
Force all your excuses but I know how far they take you
I had to reconstruct my consciousness
You wouldn’t get the half of it
Who wins this time?
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3. |
Lone Wolf In The Pack
02:51
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Tell me the things that I don’t want to know
And take me to places I don’t need to go
We can take a step back
Find out what It means to feel fine
We cant find ourselves
Where would we find the time
Whered we go, I thought there was a plan but no
Those never will exist I know, just leave it alone
Just leave me alone
Find out what it is you really need
Because I just don’t seem to be cutting it lately
So go find yourself some peace
Ill just leave then
Ill find my way out somehow
Ill just go now
Ill find my way out
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Nowhere to be found but you follow me still
Youre the shadow behind me
The time that I fill with a cloud
Just keep it up and let em down
Scrape my knuckles and go learn something new
Fill my head with things I don’t know
So its not full of you anymore
Sure ive regressed but really whos keeping score
And say its not the same thing
You picking up what you didn’t want to have
Thought we were on the same team
Guess I was staring from the other bench
I never could refuse.
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5. |
Open Objection
02:16
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So its not full of you anymore
Sure ive regressed but really whos keeping score
And say its not the same thing
You picking up what you didn’t want to have
Thought we were on the same team
Guess I was staring from the other bench
I never could refuse.
walls, write everything i think
Its not important, maybe denial
But what did you expect from me?
I cant force it, and i wouldnt try to
So i cant help but need a drink
Let it all fall out of me again
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6. |
Move
02:56
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Suspiciously the same, again,
Maybe this time i can finish what i started
And breathe just for myself
It sounds so simple but its all im working for
Im done arguing, ive got no room to think
And every single day is a repeat
Phone calls, i let them ring
Theres no home like vacancy
Im honestly amazed im still standing
Waking up to more ulterior motives
I can hear your back and forth through the thin walls
Take a moment bring the frame into focus
I'll stare for hours for no reason at all
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7. |
Frustration
02:02
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Id start a garden for you
Just to witness something grow
Face the facts that I dismiss
Resurface things we both cant know
And when harvest comes around
Youll go right to the grocery store instead
You always said youd be a song of mine but no,
Youre so much more
Take another long shot
Because I don’t know what I have to say
I could bullshit something for you
But im sure the impact wont be the same
And while you go live your life
Ill sit here with nothing to do
I could lie and say its easy but everyday gets harder without you
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8. |
Stems
01:59
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Broken record on the spool
Everything ive promised you
You need me I cant come through
Tie the knot and kick the stool
We’re both stuck in the back of our brains
Knowing that this all stems from somewhere
Were just too scared to place, so we wont
And we never could anyway
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9. |
Don't Answer That
03:05
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Theres a shadow that I know would you stop by?
You wont even see me sulking
I wont even make things right
Though ill be silently withholding
All the things you want to hear
And youll leave feeling disappointed
Ill stand quietly right here
Then ill go punch walls yelling sorry
Youll be tucked away in bed
We both keep ourselves wide awake
Just wanting everything to end
Here expectations don’t come easy
The answers that you need they wont come
Hate to spoil all your fun
But you know better, and ive said it all before
And im left shaking on the floor
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